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hmmm... [27 Oct 2005|06:41pm]
[ mood | curious ]

So yeah...I'm wondering...there's stuff...and it's going on...and it's...hm...I'm not sure...so this point is pointless. cause...yeah...hm....
anyway!
MUCH LOVE!
Always yours
,r;odds...hehehe

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Thursday [20 Oct 2005|01:14pm]
It's Thursday! yay for Thursday! Why do you ask? Well...The fact that it is thursday means it's going to be FRIDAY tomorrow! yay friday! and the fact that it is going to be friday tomorrow means that i get to get out of Reno tomorrow at about 4:00 and be in Fallon at about 5:00! I'm so homesick...and I miss a lot of things...my parents...brendan...my friends...brendan...my cats...brendan...oh! my bird died. i think my cats attacked the cage again and messed up his foot so he couldn't get on the perches anymore and couldn't eat...it was so sad and depressing...:(. but yeah. enough being sad. THURSDAY! YAY! ok, i'm done now...
:D hope you have a wonder-fly day!
Melissa
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sorry I've been away for so long...*Sniff sniff*hehehe....eight lines away... [10 Dec 2004|09:14pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

      
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Also...We found my ring! It was gross, long and involved my mom getting in the drainage pipe thinggy, into the one foot-ish of water and fishing around in the mud with her bare hands. lots of fun. i tried but it stand so bad that i almost puked, so yes. my mom is super awesome.
k
i'm going now...
love you
bye!
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WHY!? [15 Sep 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | crusty ]

I am so tired and i don't know why. *gasp!* OOOHH! maybe it's the chocolate i ate today! i bet you that's what it is. Stinking chocolate. Ever since my O.D. on chocolate, I haven't been the same. I just feel icky. i was talking to noah. then i started getting kinda sleepy, and i got tired of holding the phone, so i put him on speaker phone, and he freaked out about that, so after a while he got used to it, or dealt with it, either one, so then he had to call benjie, so he hung up and i closed my eyes, then he called back and talked a little more, and then he was going to eat, so he was going to call me back, but he didn't and it didn't matter anyway 'cause i was asleep. i was sooo tired and i still am. my proofs finally came today and i've been waiting for them. two to three weeks my foot! anyway, i got excited for about five seconds (enough time to take the envelope from my dad), then got really tired again and i plopped my head back down on my pillow. (I'm so tired it took a serious effort to keep my eyes open) my dad wanted me to wash the dishes so he could cook, and i just gave a really big sigh and plopped my head further into my pillow, (how i did that i don't know) then he asked me if i was tired, and i said yes, and i told him i would wash the dishes before i got into bed tonight, but he wanted them done so he could cook dinner, (which would be before i got into bed) so he went to the store (to buy stuff to cook for dinner). so after looking at my proofs(of which i wasn't all that impressed...well being sun burnt and peeling and sick doesn't help much with the way you look i spose...hmmm...), i started to go the kitchen to do the dishes when my dad came home. so now i'm really crusty and i have a headache and i'm tired. *sigh*
oh well...
SO! how was your day?
uh huh.
Uh huh.
wow. that sounds wonderful.
k
going away now.
love
Melissa
ps. if you have any good ideas for songs tell me what they are. I can't guarantee anything but i might write something about it. Thanks! (say if you think it'll be a fast, medium, or slow paced song. the general style would help too...k...) thanks!

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icky [13 Sep 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | worried ]

My sister is in florida right now and she's figuring out what to take cause she's going to get out of there and see if she can get to Georgia cause of the huge hurricane. I'm kinda worried about her... Ok, I'm really worried about her. So, if you would, please pray for her. Cause I'm just really concerned cause I love her a lot (understatement of the year). Well, just pray for everyone there so there can just be no ppl. hurt or something like that. I'm tired adn i'm worried and stuff, so I can't say i care much if you understand all of this. but yeah. ok...so...pleeease pray for my sister and for God's protection to be over her. thanks a bunch!
love
Melissa.

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[15 Aug 2004|10:51pm]
i will not be writing anymore of "The Story" until you all tell me what you think, and what problems you have with it. my disclaimer is true in the sense that i only picked a few characteristics of you and made it a person. and i do very much so care what you think because you are my friends, and i value your opinions very much. the answers i get, will determine if i continue the story or not.
thankyou
love,
anybody.
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i'm updating...wooo [07 Jul 2004|05:55pm]
[ mood | eeh ]

eeh...

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[20 Jun 2004|10:50pm]
They're stepping it up.
http://www.cnn.com/2004/WORLD/meast/06/20/iraq.hostage/index.html
This is what, the fourth one? I think it's the fourth one i've heard about. This has been in the last 2 weeks. It might be good to pray now...Just maybe.
love always
Melissa
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[20 Jun 2004|10:43pm]
[ mood | burnt,yesiknowit'sallmyfault. ]

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:Empathy
In a survival situation, you:Fight, but reluctantly
Your hidden talent is:Discrimination
Your gift is:Athletic ability
In groups, you:Work for a common goal
Your best quality is:Your industriousness
Your weakness is:Your jealous nature
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what LOTR actor will you be issued a restraining order from?
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your name
actorDominic Monaghan
reason for restraining ordersaid you birthed their baby
how far you must stay away from said actoron the next continent
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...I'm confuzed...who was he?
anywho! K, I'm done now...yeah G'night all!
Love always
Melissa
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[17 Jun 2004|11:32pm]
wow this is weird....
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AAHH! [17 Jun 2004|11:31pm]
Is my clock off? it's 11:31 now...eeh I hope not.
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This is what happens when I update. Pulling out the soap box. Only not so much....Ok...Yeah much. [09 Jun 2004|11:20pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Crucified,
layed behind a stone.
You lived to die,
Rejected and alone.
Like a rose,
trampled on the ground.
You took the fall,
And thought of me,
Above all.
I love this song.
God is oh so cool.
I always seem to forget that the end is comming, and that we're loosing time. We don't have any time to waste. And here I am, dragging my feet. I'm really tired and I don't know how to say what I want to say. I'm tired, and kinda frustrated. God give me some words please.
I don't know exactly how to describe what I'm feeling, but.......ok...When you go to a Bible study, you go to study the Bible. Fellowship, yes. Getting totally distracted, and focusing on anything but the Bible for a good chunk of time is not ok. I'm not saying I've never done it. I've done it lots of times. but we need to stop cause it's getting really bad. Sure it's fun, but it's not what we're there for, atleast it's not what we're supposed to be there for. We're supposed to be there for the Bible and God. When God's trying to talk to you, and you look over and say, "Ooh! Look! A wall!" or something to that extent, how does that make God feel, when He's trying to tell you something really important? Something like...How much He loves you, and misses you when you shut Him out. or something to that effect.
When you know you're doing something that's wrong, and you know what's right...fix it. You can. If you need help (which is fine), ask. No it's not always easy, no one said it was going to be. We are promised trials and tribulations and persecutions and all that fun stuff. We aren't promised an easy ride. We aren't promised tomorrow either. But we are promised that our God will never leave us nor forsake us. He won't leave an unfinished work unfinished (that means you) We know His burden is light and His yolk is easy. He is gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls when you are in His care. He says, "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." (Matt. 11:28) I love that verse. Especially when nothing goes right and I feel so worn that just the thought of tomorrow seems too much to bear. I also like 2 Tim 2:11-13. God will never leave us. Or be unfaithful, even if we are. He loves us that much. No matter how many times we slap Him in the face, call Him a liar when we don't trust Him, no matter what, He's faithful. Nothing could make Him love you less, and nothing come make Him love you more. His love is constant and true, never changing and boundless.
Yeah. God's just cool like that.
Getting off my soap box, and going to sleep. remembering that i am preaching to myself too. :) still got lots of stuff for me.
love always
Melissa

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moon [29 Mar 2004|03:56pm]
moon...big and white, with a freckle, "flapping" in the wind...or from the repeated smacks from it's hand...yeah...fun trip.
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[23 Mar 2004|05:26pm]
WHAT'S MELANIE'S LIVE JOURNAL NAME?!
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... [19 Mar 2004|04:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]

...I'm tired...worn...tired...sighing a lot...it helps...yeah...really worn...and tired...yeah...this is an update...yes...it is...and it has a lot of dots...yes it does...I'm tired...yeah...
love you all...
Melissa...:)

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[15 Mar 2004|03:55pm]
Does anyone know how to speak double dutch? I'd really like to know how. Oh, by the way...I like California. yeah. going now...:D
MElissa
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packing [11 Mar 2004|10:45pm]
[ mood | awake ]

No, I'm not moving. I'm going to Folsom! Yeah. Soooo...We're not going to get back until bout...10:30 Saturday night. I might even tell a guy he's sucm...only not...yeah...well I spose I'll update later...not that I do it all that much. but yeah...later...
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Shame [02 Mar 2004|10:15pm]
[ mood | content ]

Shame, guilt, fear. We all know what these things are; we all know what they feel like unfortunately. They grip us and never seem to let us go. They seem so deeply embedded within our souls; you can’t remember when they weren’t there.

My thoughts are so jumbled. I want to say so many things, and I don’t know what they all are. I want to answer so many questions, soothe so many hurts with the right words. I want to explain how God is good. And talk about His forgiveness, and salvation, and love, and mercy, and grace, and so many other things. I try to focus on one, but then I get stuck or something. I don’t really know what I feel right now. Peace, uneasiness, calm, urgent, sad, content, perplexed, something like that, maybe. I want to sing, and I want to talk/preach. I want to tell people. Through song and speech. I love both. The world is so terrible, and God is so good. It hurts sort of. To see a mother mourn her child. A friend look after a wounded friend. A father love his son.
If you feel dirty, ashamed, guilty, and you believe in Jesus, and are saved, you are forgiven. Every sin. There’s not one God doesn’t know about. If you are saved, you are forgiven. That’s what Jesus did on the cross. He died, so you wouldn’t be dirty, so you wouldn’t be ashamed, so you wouldn’t be guilty. Why do you cast it to the side as seemingly worthless? Why can’t you accept the gift already given to you? Shame goes away. Ever slowly, but never the less it goes away. But only if you let it. Yes it does sink its claws into you deeper than you can bear to imagine, but you hold onto it for dear life also. Once you start to let go, to accept you are forgiven, and realize this is why Jesus took all you sins onto Himself and pined then to the cross, and held them there with His blood. Every drop was for you, so you would be free. Every lash of the whip was for you. Every tear. If you think you still have to be punished, stop it. You don’t. There will always be consequences, yes. But not punishment. All you have to do is reach up and take His hand, accept that your guilt is not needed, that it’s already been taken care of. Jesus took your punishment willingly. Why? Because He loves you with a love so pure, so deep, so right, so holy, so wonderful you could never comprehend it’s true depths. He loves you. Faults and all. Shortcomings and failures. Stumbles and crashes. Everything about you He totally digs. He loves your hair (or lack thereof), He loves your style, He loves your heart. All He desires is your love in return; which is quite easy considering He is quite perfect. Just imagine, the most perfect being in the entire universe, wants to be your best bud, He wants give you something deeper, bigger than yourself. Just let it go. He’ll catch you. He’s really good at that.
If you don’t believe in Jesus, what are you waiting for? Admit you are a sinner, (Have you ever done anything bad at all? If yes, you are a sinner. Welcome to the club) admit you need Jesus in your heart, and you need His help to turn from your wicked ways (yes, they are wicked, believe in you heart that Jesus Christ is Lord, and confess it with your mouth. And congratulations. Jesus is your new best friend. I’d suggest you get a bible, read it, get plugged into a bible believing church, and find out what the bible says. People at the church will be able to help you if you have questions. Questions are perfectly fine. In fact, questions are wonderful.
May God bless you and keep you.
M..

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[02 Mar 2004|07:40pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

God is good.

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[23 Feb 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | dunno ]

being sick is icky. "Three" is an awesome book. you should all read it. so yeah...i'm done now. :)
malihsah..i think that's how it sounds...

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